Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Life happens.

   I learned some pretty awful things the last few months...most of which are too private to share on this blog. I KNOW that is weird coming from me, but...some secrets aren't mine to tell.

   Jumping topics.

   I just can't write right now. Period. Between stress, kids, a new dog, and life in general, I have been struggling to write. I can't sleep, but I am tired all of the time (night sleeping isn't working...I could SO nap if I had the time). I guess it is just one day at a time right now.

   That makes me feel like I am failing myself but, I know I am not doing too bad. The things that must get done are getting done. The kids are fed and bathed and taken care of, the house is clean, the animals are fed and taken care of...

   It may not seem like much, but I have to learn to say "That is good enough." and stick to it. It doesn't have to be perfect. Hell, it doesn't even have to be done...good enough is good enough for me right now.

   When sleep is something that happens more regularly, when the fog finally lifts out of my mind, when this bi-polar BLAH releases it's strangle hold on me, I will move forward and do so much better...for now, good enough is good enough for me.

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